Carry Your Heart In Your Hands

There are no thoughts.
My mind is empty.
You could not possibly understand.

There are no feelings.
I don't have a gift.
People who say I'm good don't know.

There are no second chances.
Life waits for no one.
Only partially good at everything.

Wasted effects of my life,
Half-remembered memories.
Sorrowness enters my soul.

"Look for what's missing," said the police officer.
Damaged hearts and security.
Moody without action.

There are no other lifeforms.
I resist my life,
Mostly empty plates and glasses.

Tools of no help,
Provoked wastefulness of ability,
No, I will never get to hold her.