Climb Out of the Hole

You cannot know sober until you know drunk.
You cannot know freedom until you know addiction.
I cannot know height until I know deep darkness.

Within me is nothing.
I search for something,
But always hope to never find anything.

Thus completing my search,
Finding something means I should have hope,
I should aspire to climb out of my hole.

I search.
I live in absence.
I'm comfortably numb.