Don't Forget

Someone help me please,
I am love in life,
What am I supposed to do?
Here waiting for you,
Someone help me please!
My life doesn't matter!
Why should I even bother?
Does it really matter?
I just want someone to help me please!
I have lived right here,
All of my full life,
No one has
Ever...
Cared... cared...
About me... me...
What do I have to do,
To get you and me,
Together helping
Me right here and now?
Does it mat-at-ter?
What I think about this world?
When the sun comes up,
In the West -- not the Easy,
And the moon comes down,
From the North -- to the South,
And gravity is reversed -- ... -- so what?
No one is still helping me. So,
That means life still sucks!
And that humans are dumb!
GOD is pityful!!
The DEVIL is in our mind! -- ... -- so what? --
If you take my heart,
Throw it on the ground,
Take away my life --
That will only mean,
That I have won,
And that I am right! --
But does it matter?
Does anyone really care? --
Even -- when they -- say they -- do,
They could -- be just lying. -- so what?
I'm still not being helped?
Did you forget my first request?
So soon? --
I am right,
No one has
Ever...
Cared...
About me...
Ever...
Or will -- ever...

When others look at me,
They see my shell,
And so few, see that living part,
In the center.

Some amuse me,
Others help me,
But all the time,
I'm there by myself.

Why don't I tell them?
Why don't I help them?

If I was alive, I'd open my eyes,
And see that my pathetic problems need to be put on hold, and everyone that I know, I need to help.

I found out that my sister died,
And all the wasted time I spent on myself.
I should have been closer,
But it's too late, it's too far gone.