The Search

I'm tired of being hurt.
I thought I had found someone,
Maybe not the right one,
But someone nonetheless.

'So what the hell' I say,
And I took the risk.
But it seems like I fell too hard,
And then she let me fall farther.

I don't blame her,
She has her rights to her wishes,
But I feel led on, tricked,
And everyone watched me to laugh.

The feelings I gave she gave back,
But I don't want to be just friends;
I have more than I need --
So why can't I have someone for awhile?

I know there's nothing wrong with me,
But maybe that's the problem.
I know it'll happen someday,
But I would like something in the meanwhile.